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| so much drama it makes me sick...Let me rephrase I am going to hold off posting until I move out of my current situation. My friends and my family were so right from the begining about it, I should have seen this noise comming. but then here I am. no really this time I am done for a while!! | | |
| I have finished now posting on this site, I feel as though my writing has been violated, and no longer appreciated. Sorry I am done | | |
| I hate moving. It is really so much trouble, and for a guy like me who has been moving for the last 3 years nonstop the thought of picking up my stuff again and leaving what has undenyably become a difficult situation is an easy decision yet a hard one as well.
I am not one to have a petty power struggle with someone especially my roomate, but there comes a time when hypocritical people need to shut their mouths and not be so judgemental. I am just not controled by such tactics. This guy may very well have my other roomate eating out of the palm of his hand, but that in no way qualifys him to me. So in order to save the relationship, I am heading out of here post haste. I can't fucking stand this crazy shit anymore. | | |
| I'm not one to usually edit stuff, but yeah the last posts were too good to be read here. Don't worry I really am writing a book. Lets see...I just finished watching the colbert report, and it has left me wanting good religious discussion, just like in the good old days. When I was in high school I would debate with any number of people on religion, and have them basically elicit their values to me. I found it interesting, that and I could really say whatever to them because they possessed such faith in what they were saying, that it didn't matter that I was going overboard with my analysis, or my speculation. I wouldn't be mean, but I would truly feel no more like my true self when I was talking about that stuff. I wasn't moved by it, I wasn't converted or born again, but like many philosophical questions it allowed me a chance to figure out the frames that people used to see the world. In all honesty we could have been arguing about the merits of Utilitarianism, or Social Contract, I guess that is why I am currently so enamored by game theory and NLP and body language. It gives me a chance to converse like that on any level with a person and use that understanding to gain a deeper friendship. I don't really know the right forum for a guy like me to begin these discussions, I like religious people because their lives don't revolve around drinking or partying, but if I were to say join a Christian group, I would totally be an outsider, and people would speculate my motives for joining the group. People usually go there to spend time with like minded souls, not lonely guys looking to converse, or perhaps find a date for the weekend. Maybe I question my motives too, but isn't that what those venues are for, like you spend all this time trying to be a good witness and then you go to those things and recharge. I really do try, I would love to believe in something, but I can't get on the bus. It seems as though religion is everywhere, I can't believe that with all of the advertising around that it still hasn't hooked me yet. I like these posts to be interactive by the way, and I know the subject matter strikes a certain cord in some of my A list subscribers! | | |
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